I have not been blogging much
Trying to write some confused confusing thoughts
Read some of my favourite poetry instead
Find it is said quite well
Mornings at Blackwater
by Mary Oliver
For years, every morning, I drank
from Blackwater Pond.
It was flavored with oak leaves and also, no doubt,
the feet of ducks.
And always it assuaged me
from the dry bowl of the very far past.
What I want to say is
that the past is the past,
and the present is what your life is,
and you are capable
of choosing what that will be,
darling citizen.
So come to the pond,
or the river of your imagination,
or the harbor of your longing,
and put your lips to the world.
And live
your life.
(everyone buy Mary Oliver’s amazing book, Red Bird.)
and what was confusing about my thoughts – so much unwellness and distress in the world beyond my understanding
George Square
by Jackie Kay
My seventy-seven-year-old father
put his reading glasses on
to help my mother do the buttons
on the back of her dress.
‘What a pair the two of us are!’
my mother said, ‘Me with my sore wrist,
you with your bad eyes, your soft thumbs!’
And off they went, my two parents
to march against the war in Iraq,
him with his plastic hips. Her with her arthritis,
waved at each other like old friends, flapping,
where they’d met for so many marches over their years,
for peace on earth, for pity’s sake, for peace, for peace.
from Life Mask (Bloodaxe, 2005)
How I love Mary Oliver’s “darling citizen” ! That is all of us, all over this world, trying, trying to live the contradiction in our hearts:
stay safe and stay alive… (listen only to the Rules, the Religion, the Right Way, the way we learnt in our past)
stay true and learn to live… (open your heart to the present, not-knowing what will come next, )
You are capable of choosing darling citizen, of Syria, of Mali, of Pakistan, of Afghanistan, of USA, of UK of anywhere. Choose words, to talk to listen, to argue, to stand up for the weak, to care. To blog? [Remember – the risk of death is just sitting there waiting for you in both choices so it is not really relevant to the way you choose to live.]
‘true soundings’ Elspethc, those sonar pings far reaching, I am inspired. Thank you. All the strings pulled, then neatly tied together.
Red Bird, I will find. Your endorsement or call of arms reason enough, then I read this:
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
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There is another poem somewhere in your comment – I am heartened by ‘true soundings’ especially from you, as I have gathered you look out for the authentic response. It is good to remember we do not have to be good, loving will do.
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I’ve come back to this post several times. The poetry is familiar, but always powerful. Your thoughts, the challenges to us ‘darling citizens’ all, are clear!
Thanks, Elspeth
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You already seem to have taken up the challenge – I am often inspired by your willingness to keep going Elspeth
those who seek new land have to spend a long time out of sight of the shore [Andre Gide]
https://elspethc.wordpress.com http://triformy.wordpress.com
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I think she wrote Blackwater especially for me!
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It is a wonderful poem – helpful too
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it was. see I should have been blog-trawling all along
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The only Mary Oliver I know is this…
http://www.panhala.net/archive/wild_geese.html
Be well, Elspeth….. 🙂
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